im still trying to get on SR..but until then i will have to settle for here..I just wanted to say thank you to morning glory..for helping me get more advice and support..It has helped me alot..It been a really hard weekend..with Eva dying...and my dad coming back from him friends house...He was gone for a week...
The worse part is we think Eva might of lived if her BF she was with would of called 911, instead of calling her mother who lives in another borough..and couldnt help her in time..She told him to call 911..but he didnt he left her there puking her guts out...and didnt do anything..I hope she didnt suffer too much..May she be in peace..I just keep picturing her throwing up thinking hes gonna help..but seeing him just walk out..And she lives in a house where her landlord lives underneath her..He could of at least sed to him that something wrong with her..Or went down the block and anonyomously called and just left the door open for the ambulance..but no he did nothing..and then he came back to her dead...Well he has put himself in his own jail cell..he will always have to live with that thought that he probably very well killed her..He also shot her up..Which she never did,,,I just cant believe someone could be so selfish...As bad as i was in my addiction..I never was that heartless..I had a friend of mine od when we were in his van..and i also had a few bags on me and there were needles all over the car...But i did not think of that once..all i wanted was him to be ok..And i kept thinking what i would tell his parents..we were only 18 and they had no idea he was using...And then for them to find out to him dying..I was freaking out..But thank god because i was quick to help him hes ok...But if i would of been selfish and scared of getting arrested he probably wouldnt be..And the cops didnt charge me anything...they didnt even search me nor the car..In situtions like that they only care about the person living..
Gosh im truely gonna miss her...The other day i swore i saw her, the girl wore the same kinda clothes she had, had her hair in her famous pony tail..even had bumps in it from putting it in a braid...same color too..but when she turned i saw it wasnt her...And that all this is true...Shes gone...Gone because of heroin....Jackie
The worse part is we think Eva might of lived if her BF she was with would of called 911, instead of calling her mother who lives in another borough..and couldnt help her in time..She told him to call 911..but he didnt he left her there puking her guts out...and didnt do anything..I hope she didnt suffer too much..May she be in peace..I just keep picturing her throwing up thinking hes gonna help..but seeing him just walk out..And she lives in a house where her landlord lives underneath her..He could of at least sed to him that something wrong with her..Or went down the block and anonyomously called and just left the door open for the ambulance..but no he did nothing..and then he came back to her dead...Well he has put himself in his own jail cell..he will always have to live with that thought that he probably very well killed her..He also shot her up..Which she never did,,,I just cant believe someone could be so selfish...As bad as i was in my addiction..I never was that heartless..I had a friend of mine od when we were in his van..and i also had a few bags on me and there were needles all over the car...But i did not think of that once..all i wanted was him to be ok..And i kept thinking what i would tell his parents..we were only 18 and they had no idea he was using...And then for them to find out to him dying..I was freaking out..But thank god because i was quick to help him hes ok...But if i would of been selfish and scared of getting arrested he probably wouldnt be..And the cops didnt charge me anything...they didnt even search me nor the car..In situtions like that they only care about the person living..
Gosh im truely gonna miss her...The other day i swore i saw her, the girl wore the same kinda clothes she had, had her hair in her famous pony tail..even had bumps in it from putting it in a braid...same color too..but when she turned i saw it wasnt her...And that all this is true...Shes gone...Gone because of heroin....Jackie
