yep, its been a great day today. second day back to work. no school so i can work to my hearts content tonight! no rush! all the things (projects) ive wanted to do for so long can now get rockin! i know, i enjoy the strangest things! LOL... but also, my assistant who is a few years older than me and a Christian and probly the nicest male ill ever meet asked me out! but, dottie is not ready and would rather work all night. i told him though id like to do something some other time though! just not tonight. im feeling so scrubby today. not a good day for a first date... i always get the invite (3 times since ive been clean) but never follow through... first because my psychotic ex, but now he is gone and there is no real excuse. i know i will stand strong in my waiting for marriage thing, but i just... cant put my finger on it. i love being free! yah! just dotster. can spend my vacation from school working or just diddling around with my action figure collection or find something else to get interested in. and this whole... boy girl thing would really throw a wrench into my life. but who cares, today is a good day! AGAIN! yah! thanks to recovery and this site. i get a lot of enjoyment out of the smallest things now. yah! okay dokay. rock on! 
