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i like staying clean because the good days are so wonderful. they are worth 7 bad days. yesterday was very good. rested all day, went outside to read the newspaper, saw birds and trees and sunshine, went to bed early. things are going well. and going to bed at 8:30 is great! get a lot more energy that way. then this morning i was putting things into perspective, thinking about moving out in the far future. and then it hit me, if i leave home i am going to use! all by myself? oh the possibilities. i think living with mom and dad its easier because i have someone looking over my shoulder. i just pictured my new house in the future, then christening it with a million hits. so... it didnt really bother me, but im glad i am where i am. when im ready, God will let me know. then ill deal with those what ifs. okay dokay. rockon.